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01 The Ten Commandments We Always See Aren’t the Ten Commandments

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02 One of the Popes Wrote an Erotic Book

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03 The CIA Commits Over 100,000 Serious Crimes Each Year

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04 The First CIA Agent to Die in the Line of Duty Was Douglas Mackiernan

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05 After 9/11, the Defense Department Wanted to Poison Afghanistan’s Food Supply

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06 The US Government Lies About the Number of Terrorism Convictions It Obtains

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07 The US Is Planning to Provoke Terrorist Attacks

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08 The US and Soviet Union Considered Detonating Nuclear Bombs on the Moon

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09 Two Atomic Bombs Were Dropped on North Carolina

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10 World War III Almost Started in 1995

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11 The Korean War Never Ended

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12 Agent Orange Was Used in Korea

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13 Kent State Wasn’t the Only — or Even the First — Massacre of College Students During the Vietnam Era

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14 Winston Churchill Believed in a Worldwide Jewish Conspiracy

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15 The Auschwitz Tattoo Was Originally an IBM Code Number

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16 Adolph Hitler’s Blood Relatives Are Alive and Well in New York State

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17 Around One Quarter of “Witches” Were Men

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18 The Virginia Colonists Practiced Cannibalism

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19 Many of the Pioneering Feminists Opposed Abortion

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20 Black People Served in the Confederate Army

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21 Electric Cars Have Been Around Since the 1880s

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22 Juries Are Allowed to Judge the Law, Not Just the Facts

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23 The Police Aren’t Legally Obligated to Protect You

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24 The Government Can Take Your House and Land, Then Sell Them to Private Corporations

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25 The Supreme Court Has Ruled That You’re Allowed to Ingest Any Drug, Especially If You’re an Addict

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26 The Age of Consent in Most of the US Is Not Eighteen

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27 Most Scientists Don’t Read All of the Articles They Cite

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28 Louis Pasteur Suppressed Experiments That Didn’t Support His Theories

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29 The Creator of the GAIA Hypothesis Supports Nuclear Power

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30 Genetically-Engineered Humans Have Already Been Born

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31 The Insurance Industry Wants to Genetically Test All Policy Holders

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32 Smoking Causes Problems Other Than Lung Cancer and Heart Disease

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33 Herds of Milk-Producing Cows Are Rife With Bovine Leukemia Virus

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34 Most Doctors Don’t Know the Radiation Level of CAT Scans

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35 Medication Errors Kill Thousands Each Year

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36 Prescription Drugs Kill Over 100,000 Annually

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37 Work Kills More People Than War

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38 The Suicide Rate Is Highest Among the Elderly

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39 For Low-Risk People, a Positive Result from an HIV Test Is Wrong Half the Time

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40 DNA Matching Is Not Infallible

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41 An FBI Expert Testified That Lie Detectors Are Worthless for Security Screening

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42 The Bayer Company Made Heroin

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43 LSD Has Been Used Successfully in Psychiatric Therapy

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44 Carl Sagan Was an Avid Pot-Smoker

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45 One of the Heroes of Black Hawk Down Is a Convicted Child Molester

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46 The Auto Industry Says That SUV Drivers Are Selfish and Insecure

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47 The Word “Squaw” Is Not a Derisive Term for the Vagina

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48 You Can Mail Letters for Little or No Cost

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49 Advertisers’ Influence on the News Media Is Widespread

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50 The World’s Museums Contain Innumerable Fakes

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Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

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Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process?

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Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

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Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

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Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

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Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

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Tech Support: What programs are running?

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Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

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Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

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Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

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Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

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Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

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Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base
program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

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Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error - Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

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Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

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Customer: So, what should I do?

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Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the
following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

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Customer: Okay, done.

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Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

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Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files.
Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

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Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but
eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

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its been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya… pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong person…. but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko…. baka mamatay na ako….

. to give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na lalake na yon…. hehehehe…. kung curious kayo about dun sa guy… bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes by…..
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classmate ko sya nung highschool. pards pa nga ang tawagan namen…. o db ang sweet? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na ren sya sa aken…. kung di nga lang ako naging babae baka naiuwi na ako nun sa bahay nila and baka lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh ipagawa na nun sa ken eh….. pero cyempre mukha pa ren naman akong babae noh!!
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highskul cyempre may prom…. wala cyang date, wla ren ako…. i know that he wanted to invite me to be his date pero ang ogag nga kasi nun kaya the last minute tsaka lang sya nag-ask. he went to our house… nakamotor po sya and medyo pawisan pero infairness…. mabango pa ren….
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he ask my permission to see my dress for the prom…. cyempre para maloka sya sa aken at may konting surprise… refuse…. o sige, medyo na frustrate sya pero hindi yon naging hadlang para invite nya ko…. sa ganda ko na to….. cyempre ang dami munang pa-echeng…. hanggang sa tanungin nya ako kung may date na ba me…. e kung di ba naman siya abnormal eh…. papayag ba akong makipagdate sa iba eh sya lang ang gusto ko…. lam mo yon… sarap sampalin…. so in short, papilit pa ba ako? syempre…..

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the night of my life came, i was so pretty sabi ng nang-uuto kong nanay… pero naniwala lang ako nang sya na ang nagsabi…. blush ako ever…. kahit alam kong maganda ako since birth(hehehehe) iba pa ren yung sa kanya galing diba?

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we enjoyed that night and lalo ko lang napatunayan sa sarili ko na mahal ko na pala ang hinayupak na bestfrend ko……

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syempre ano pa ba ang sunod na event sa prom kundi ang graduation na db? the night before the graduation, we talked on the phone na para bang it would be the last time na maririnig namen ang boses ng isat-isa….. ive waited for the moment na mabanggit nya na may feelings din sya and hindi naman ako nagkamali…. tinanong nya ako kung may possibilty daw na maging kame…. i know na maiinis kayo sa ken dahil alam nyo ba ang sagot ko? ah, eh…. hindi pwede kase bestfrends tayo eh…. yung mga anak na lang naten yung ipag- partner naten…. sa isip-isip ko…. ang tanga ko! pano ko nasabi ang ganong words? pero wala na akong magagawa….. alangan namang bawiin ko pa e di nahuli naman ako db? pero ang tanga ko talaga….

.cyempre college na…. im so proud to say na napunta naman ako sa magandang school and take note… pareho kame ng skul….. ano to? kailangan bang ituloy ang naudlot na pagmamahalan namen?…. hehehe….

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nagkaboyfriend ako for a year and a half…. minahal ko sya pero there are these conflicts and problems na di na kayang ayusin…. in short…. nagbreak kame…..

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i guess god meant that to happen kasi yon din yung time na nagkita kame ng bestfrend ko….. sa sobrang miss namen ang isa’t-isa…. sabay na kameng umuwi, kumain, pumasok….. im happy pero parang lalo ko lang pinahirapan ang sarili ko dahil my feelings for that guy grows each and everytime that we are together… buti na lang magaling akong magtago at magpigil…. hehehe…. bilib kayo noh?…..

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one morning, im so busy preparing my project that would be pass on that same day…. alam kong dumati ng na sya at nasa likuran ko na ang mokong pero dahil sobrang pressure sa project…. gustoko man syang dambahan… cyempre mamayang gabi na lang di ba? hehehe…. di ko sya masyadong napansin…..
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may inabot syang sulat sa aken and he asked if i could join him sa lunch…. i said yes…. then, alis na cya…. alam naman kc nyang im busy…..

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when i was about to enter the room, somebody bumped me and my precious project fell… gusto ko mang magalet… what can i do db? instead i ask my prof to give me another chance to do my project…. naalala ko si mokong…. the lunch date…. kinuha ko ang cell ko to text him that i cant come to our meeting…. e kaso…. pag tinamaan ka nga naman ng malas…. check operator service daw…. i tried to look for friends or other kakilala pero malas that day talaga….

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and so i took my lunch all by my self…. naalala ko yung letter…. hinanap ko sa bag… WALA !!!! bumalik me sa corridor praying na andon pa yung sulat…. wala ren…. god! why? minsan lang magbigay ng sulat yon…. nawala pa…. dont know how to tell him about the letter….

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and so days and weeks passed, pag nagkikita kame… di nya ako pinapansin… ako, i tried to talk to him pero alam kong may kasalanan ako pero ganon ba kalaki ang nagawa kong di pagpunta at ganon na lang ang iwas nya?… sige… hinayaan ko na lang….

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months na ang binilang… i heard that he was dating a girl from the same school that we are in… masakit…. na sa iba ko pa narinig na sila na…. mas masakit na wala na akong halaga sa kanya…..

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basta… ilang araw din yon na ganon ang nararamdaman ko…. weeks…. months…. gagraduate na po ako…. i wonder what’s instore for me in my last day in school…. and so i thought na puntahan yung favorite hang out  namen…. when i was about to get near the place…. i saw him… with the girl…. umiiyak ang bruha but i cant hear what they are talking about…. so ive decided to get out of that place before my tears burst out…. and then a common frend ang sumalubong sa aken…. saying na buntisang girl…. syempre…. durog na durog ang puso ko…. kung kaya nyo lang ma-imagine yung naramdaman ko…..

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the night of that same day…. naloka ang lola nyo…. nagparamdam ang mokong pagkaraan ng pagkatagal-tagal na panahon… i thought it was something good for me… for us…. pero i was wrong…. so wrong….. he gave me a wedding invitation and isa ako sa bridesmaids….. the girl… she was waiting in the car…. o db? dati motor lang ngaun… car na….

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and so the wedding came…. maganda po ako nun…. sabi ng nanay ko pero wala ng nagsecond the motion eh…. so naniwala na lang ako sa nanay ko…. then, there was this professor who came to see me…. he handed over a letter with my name carefully printed on the enveloped…. he said that he looked for the owner of that letter kaso lang po malaki po ang skul namin kaya mahirap magkahanapan db? and so nung nakita nya ang name ko sa invitation, he decided tobring the letter thinking that it could save souls… daw….

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and so i was about to open the letter when the priest ask kung sino daw ang tututol… dedma ako…. alangan namang manggulo pa ko noh….

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binasa ko na ang letter….. nakakatouch po talaga…. he opened up his feelings for me…. hoping na meron din  daw akong feelings for him…. he ask that if i will show up to our hang-out the next day after he gave his letter, then it means that i also have feelings for him and that he would love me for the rest of our lives…. but if i wont…. then he will never open that topic again…. he pleaded to me na sana pumunta ako… …

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if only i have that letter…. if only i knew about it…. kung di lang ako clumsy and carelss to keep that letter… things would be different…. if only…..

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and so i heard the priest announced the couple as husband and wife…. ang sakit……

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picture taking….. gusto mang sumabog ng nararamdaman ko…. as you know…. magaling akong magpigil…. pero masakit po talaga….

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sobra……

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after the picture taking…… niyakap ako ng bestfrend ko…. ang higpit…. and teary eyed nyang cnabi na….

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i still love you…….

I am always cooped up inside

Never being able to voice out my thoughts..

Am I just afraid to be judge?

Am I just too afraid to be heard?

Or is it just that one way or another

I am afraid of certain people will not like me.

For the true person I really am..